Passa o tempo, passam as horas
Eu qual anjo caído da árvore da Vida
contemplo o mundo no qual vivo
e prontamente vou deixar
não sem antes ter-te,
deusa imortal.
os nossos fios entrelaçam-se
neste jogo infinito.
apenas num momento, num instante
ter-te só para mim
cumprir a missão que os nossos corpos demandam
pois o tempo é um inimigo cruel
Tu possuis a eternidade a teus pés
Eu, possuo-te num instante.
Desvaneço, desapareço, morro.
Século após século
Permaneces divina e mortal como no segundo em que te vi.
Eu...
Sou poeira cósmica que se atreve a roçar o teu rosto.
O sorriso que esboças quando os raios do sol te acariciam...
É por mim?
Somos inimigos mortais.
Mas a linha entre o ódio e o amor é tantalizantemente ténue...
14 May, 2008
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13 May, 2008
Mnemosyne 01
Episode: 1
Title: "Neko wa Warawanai" (猫は笑わない) "Cats don't laugh"
Chronology: 1990
Requests, requests, requests,,,
Hello people!
Today is sort of like (wow, gotta love bad English lol) the start of my week. I had Monday free and I pretty much didnothing tons of stuff! Unbelievable!
So as I was saying, I was rather busy.
I dunno what's wrong with people lately. It seems that I have (it appears so...) developed this strange manner that makes people want to ask me for things. Go figure...
It started last week...
(there's also a link to my mail on the sidebar if you haven't noticed...)
Maybe on the first week of June I'll be completely immersed in work, college and home déco (re-doing my room). I'll be dead to the world, do not attempt to contact me.
I'll make myself available... If I can.
Today is sort of like (wow, gotta love bad English lol) the start of my week. I had Monday free and I pretty much did
So as I was saying, I was rather busy.
I dunno what's wrong with people lately. It seems that I have (it appears so...) developed this strange manner that makes people want to ask me for things. Go figure...
It started last week...
- A friend of mine asked me to draw something for a tattoo. Ok, I have been delaying mine for like ages because I haven't had the time to focus on something rather than that and now I am gonna do yours?! It'll have to wait a while...
- Then, another friend of mine asked me if I wanted to chip in for a rehearsal of her band and possibly do some vocals. I'd be fine with it, if I didn't know I was being stolen my voice! Oh yeah, she forgot to mention they'd use it and just do a playback with it... Go screw a goat will ya?!
- Yesterday I spoke with another friend of mine that asked me for yet another drawing, and I haven't researched into it yet. Sorry Baloo. I will look up to it.
- And last but not least, another friend of mine asked me if I could/wanted to review/screencap Mnemosyne no Musume tachi here or on his blog. Also if I could upload, host, the OVA's somewhere.
I think this is the only request I can satisfy at the moment.
(there's also a link to my mail on the sidebar if you haven't noticed...)
Maybe on the first week of June I'll be completely immersed in work, college and home déco (re-doing my room). I'll be dead to the world, do not attempt to contact me.
I'll make myself available... If I can.
Where's tha love, y'all?!
08 May, 2008
Nocturnal rambles
I have watched your portrait.
But no matter what chance, what fate what truth, the flame still burns in my heart.
You are...
I am not yours.
So, I’ll quietly remain in the silence, in the prison that I have built. I’ll remain behind these walls of pretensed indifference, pretending that you do not affect me anymore.
But by the Gods, you do.
It’s Wednesday night and I have returned home from yet another day at work. I have returned to an empty house, an empty room.
I wonder… So many people talk about it, so many people believe in it, but does true love exist? The kind that we all fantasize, the kind that gently surrounds you until you are immersed in its charms? I must confess that I believe in it, I’d like to think that things can happen the way they’re supposed to, with all the flourish and poise, romanticism and passion. However I cannot be of a witness to its deeds. For I have loved and my love has died. I keep telling myself that I will find the right person, everyone has. But with the pass of time, I have come to realize that it may not be as linear as that.
Soulmates. Should this be an example of true love?
Yes and no.
Automatically, when you think of this word you associate with the forever more, happy ever after idea of a couple. It could be correct. However, I ted to disagree.
In my scarce comprehension, a soulmate isn’t a lover, but a friend. There are several kinds of relationships where you can apply the word ‘love’, but none its truest form is friendship. I dare to say that friendship is even stronger than a romantic liaison. Indeed it is.
It can be stronger than ‘love’, it can survive the uttermost dangers and still remain strong like the first day it was forged.
Love is carved in trees, friendship is engraved in stone.
Give it some thought.
But no matter what chance, what fate what truth, the flame still burns in my heart.
You are...
I am not yours.
So, I’ll quietly remain in the silence, in the prison that I have built. I’ll remain behind these walls of pretensed indifference, pretending that you do not affect me anymore.
But by the Gods, you do.
It’s Wednesday night and I have returned home from yet another day at work. I have returned to an empty house, an empty room.
I wonder… So many people talk about it, so many people believe in it, but does true love exist? The kind that we all fantasize, the kind that gently surrounds you until you are immersed in its charms? I must confess that I believe in it, I’d like to think that things can happen the way they’re supposed to, with all the flourish and poise, romanticism and passion. However I cannot be of a witness to its deeds. For I have loved and my love has died. I keep telling myself that I will find the right person, everyone has. But with the pass of time, I have come to realize that it may not be as linear as that.
Soulmates. Should this be an example of true love?
Yes and no.
Automatically, when you think of this word you associate with the forever more, happy ever after idea of a couple. It could be correct. However, I ted to disagree.
In my scarce comprehension, a soulmate isn’t a lover, but a friend. There are several kinds of relationships where you can apply the word ‘love’, but none its truest form is friendship. I dare to say that friendship is even stronger than a romantic liaison. Indeed it is.
It can be stronger than ‘love’, it can survive the uttermost dangers and still remain strong like the first day it was forged.
Love is carved in trees, friendship is engraved in stone.
Give it some thought.
P.S.- That quote is mine!!
29 April, 2008
Mnemosyne
Background
Rin Asōgi runs a private investigation agency in Tokyo's Shinjuku district, performing odd jobs ranging from finding lost pets to hunting rare stamps in order to get by. Yet despite attempts at a (passably) normal life, she finds herself constantly hindered by the strange cases that come her way, figures from her dark past, and her inability to die.
WARNING!!
This anime is classified as NC-17 (IMO) which means no one under 17 (make it 18, for no legal issues..) is allowed to watch it. It contains adult themes, detailed violence, explicit sex, sexual violence, pornographic content, which are unsuitable for people under 18.
Consider yourself warned.
(_^^)
Thanks for the tip, Naru-kun! (^_^)b I'm hooked! Can't wait for the 4th OVA!
Info @ Wikipedia.org
10 April, 2008
Live in LX!
Heya people! (^_^)
I'm back!
Got some news for you guys! Last week, me and a friend went out to this cool bar and suddenly, among many conversations, the resident musician knew I was a musician too and invited me to play/sing!
I was kind of embarrassed but then again it's me...
So I went. I thought OK, it's a tough crowd but I'll just sing a song and leave the stage...
No freaking way!! I did one, playing and singing and I realized as I was singing everyone shut the fuck up! Lmao! Awesome! When I finished, I was getting out of the mini-stage, everyone asked me to get back there! It was really cool!!
I did like 4 songs then I left the seat for the pros :p
When I got to the bar, the owner (yeah the owner!) said to me "See all the drinks? Just pick what you like, it's on the house!"
I was like "OMG! No way!"
He said, "Yes way. You sang like hell in there young lady. And you know what? You're an artist and I saw that the moment all the people in this room stopped talking and focused on your performance. Way to go!"
I had like 4 more drinks on the house ^___^ and he said whenever I was near to drop by and sing out a couple o' songs.
It was crazy! *xtraxtraxtra happy*
I'm back!
Got some news for you guys! Last week, me and a friend went out to this cool bar and suddenly, among many conversations, the resident musician knew I was a musician too and invited me to play/sing!
I was kind of embarrassed but then again it's me...
So I went. I thought OK, it's a tough crowd but I'll just sing a song and leave the stage...
No freaking way!! I did one, playing and singing and I realized as I was singing everyone shut the fuck up! Lmao! Awesome! When I finished, I was getting out of the mini-stage, everyone asked me to get back there! It was really cool!!
I did like 4 songs then I left the seat for the pros :p
When I got to the bar, the owner (yeah the owner!) said to me "See all the drinks? Just pick what you like, it's on the house!"
I was like "OMG! No way!"
He said, "Yes way. You sang like hell in there young lady. And you know what? You're an artist and I saw that the moment all the people in this room stopped talking and focused on your performance. Way to go!"
I had like 4 more drinks on the house ^___^ and he said whenever I was near to drop by and sing out a couple o' songs.
It was crazy! *xtraxtraxtra happy*
01 April, 2008
I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com.
Hey there...
Today has been quite a day, I am not feeling well and I just want to sleep like... forever.
I'll post another entry of my journal.
Farewell for now.
It's nearly 1AM and I haven't slept much since yesterday. I went to work yesterday and after all and done, Z. asked me if I wanted to go out. I wasn't really in the mood but I went after all. Well, I know, it wasn't R. I spoke to him again today, he asked me if I wanted to go out. I explained him my reasons and that I wasn't in Lisbon. Thank goodness.
So me and Z. went out last night, we didn't repeat the prowess of the other nightout however...
I had one drink, Z. had four beers. Then, we headed for Z's house almost at 5AM and kept talking till like 6. I said I needed to go home it was very late (or early) but Z. was rather convincing, so I stayed. We had chicken risotto, very nice. So we were talking in the living room and Z. got me a bed-roll.
"What's that for?" I asked.
"That's your bed, you're crashing in. Don't nag."
I wasn't going to..
I have to admit, I was sleepy like hell, but I wanted to keep my eyes open so bad.. I wanted to listen to Z. talk. I was nearly dozing off to sleep, Z. said:
"I should be going to bed, but I am too damn lazy now to get undressed. Scoop aside, Chun Li." (that's kinda my nickname.. I hate it. But not when Z. says it)
At that point, I woke up, but kept my cool. I felt Z. slide next to me into the made-up bed and curl up with me. I hope Z. didn't feel my heartbeat because it was really fast... Dear god. I know we were both knackered but... thank goodness Z. has some heavy sleep. As for me, I had little sleep.
It was almost 10AM when Z's sister came into the living room. She was like 'oh, sorry, didn't know you guys were in here.. why didn't you guys hit the room?'
I was beyond embarrassed, trying to disentagle myself from Z.'s embrace. "Oh hi, good morning! We just crashed here."
"I can see that." She giggled. "Z.! Z.! where did you put my faded jeans?"
"*uninteligible mumble*" *so cute!!* lol
"I'll ask you later... So, do you need a lift?"
"Sure!" Z. was still under (literally) the covers. I kneeled down and said goodbye. "Hey sleepy head, I'm going now. See you later."
"*uninteligible mumble again, nevertheless always cute*"
As I was making my way to the bus stop, my heart ached a little...
Where it all began...
Blue Seed TV OP -
The good old days... Great anime, makes me miss the old days... *getting all mushy now*
30 March, 2008
Ohayo minnasan!! ( ^__^ )/~~
Hey everyone!!
For those of you who though my existence upon this earthly domain was no longer a reality... well, *pokes tongues at y'all* nyaaah~ I'm still here!
I have been really busy/tired/offline. Only now I have a stable internet connection but my schedules are killer, as you can see I am posting this at 5.30AM.
But let's get to basics.
I am doing fine, a lot of things have happened to me since I was here last time.
I've fallen in love, fallen out of love, made new friends, new enemies as well, did crazy shitty stuff (XD not bad stuff trust me) learned new stuff too (i know how to sub now! B) ).
Gawd... It's been a while.
I keep a journal now, a physical one. I write in it every day or so. Let me show you a glimpse of my last entry.
Now that he's out of the caffé, R. is constantly nagging me to go out with him. I can't, I tell him dozens of times, but he doesn't seem to care. I have responsibilities, and more now, since I am doing the daily close-ups, involving the cash as well... Oh, don't you know? I am (was invited by a friend) writing a novel. Along with AA (it's not what you think, it's my nickname for him) my friend, who by this time, roams through the beautiful Canary Islands (I miss you... (;_;) ) Yes, we started a script, he had read some of my work and loved it. He has loads of TV contacts and knows people in the 'biz and we might have a chance at this! Yay! Not wanting to brag, our stuff is great stuff! ;) Thanks AA-kun, for this chance. I love you to bits! (Not literally :p)
Things with Z. are going ok, we get along so great that it's sickening lol but I have got past the infatuation part (at least I think so, there are moments). Who can tell?
Tomorrow is Sunday, I'm working as well. Might have Monday off, I think.
*waiting for that table 4 chick to drop by, she left her scarf...*sigh**
~~Fin~~
Writing here after all this time made me remember all the people I have missed for this couple of months and despite the fact I have spoken to some not long I want to let them now I missed them to death (^_______________^)
*Akane-chan! My Onee-sama since ages unknown (lol) We need to talk! Miss ya!
*Chris! My Dark Prince. :)
*Pen and Monica! My two fave cowgirls!
*Ana! One ocean is not enough mo make me forget about you ;)
*My Operatic Trivian friends! The Valkyrie is not dead! *will drop by #triv later on ;)*
I think I covered all the basics. *cool sunglasses on*
~~Ja ne! ( ^_^)/~~
P.S.- I'll write soon.
For those of you who though my existence upon this earthly domain was no longer a reality... well, *pokes tongues at y'all* nyaaah~ I'm still here!
I have been really busy/tired/offline. Only now I have a stable internet connection but my schedules are killer, as you can see I am posting this at 5.30AM.
But let's get to basics.
I am doing fine, a lot of things have happened to me since I was here last time.
I've fallen in love, fallen out of love, made new friends, new enemies as well, did crazy shitty stuff (XD not bad stuff trust me) learned new stuff too (i know how to sub now! B) ).
Gawd... It's been a while.
I keep a journal now, a physical one. I write in it every day or so. Let me show you a glimpse of my last entry.
Now that he's out of the caffé, R. is constantly nagging me to go out with him. I can't, I tell him dozens of times, but he doesn't seem to care. I have responsibilities, and more now, since I am doing the daily close-ups, involving the cash as well... Oh, don't you know? I am (was invited by a friend) writing a novel. Along with AA (it's not what you think, it's my nickname for him) my friend, who by this time, roams through the beautiful Canary Islands (I miss you... (;_;) ) Yes, we started a script, he had read some of my work and loved it. He has loads of TV contacts and knows people in the 'biz and we might have a chance at this! Yay! Not wanting to brag, our stuff is great stuff! ;) Thanks AA-kun, for this chance. I love you to bits! (Not literally :p)
Things with Z. are going ok, we get along so great that it's sickening lol but I have got past the infatuation part (at least I think so, there are moments). Who can tell?
Tomorrow is Sunday, I'm working as well. Might have Monday off, I think.
*waiting for that table 4 chick to drop by, she left her scarf...*sigh**
~~Fin~~
Writing here after all this time made me remember all the people I have missed for this couple of months and despite the fact I have spoken to some not long I want to let them now I missed them to death (^_______________^)
*Akane-chan! My Onee-sama since ages unknown (lol) We need to talk! Miss ya!
*Chris! My Dark Prince. :)
*Pen and Monica! My two fave cowgirls!
*Ana! One ocean is not enough mo make me forget about you ;)
*My Operatic Trivian friends! The Valkyrie is not dead! *will drop by #triv later on ;)*
I think I covered all the basics. *cool sunglasses on*
~~Ja ne! ( ^_^)/~~
P.S.- I'll write soon.
