Your House

I went to your house
Walked up the stairs
Opened your door without ringing the bell
Walked down the hall
Into your room where I could smell you
And I shouldn't be here
Without permission
Shouldn't be here...

Would you forgive me love if I dance in your shower?
Would you forgive me love if I laid in your bed?
Would you forgive me love if I stay all afternoon?

I took off my clothes
Put on your robe
Went through your drawers
And I found your cologne
Went down do the den
Found your CD’s
And I played your Joni

And I shouldn't stay long
You might be home soon
Shouldn't stay long...

Would you forgive me love if I danced in your shower
Would you forgive me love if I laid in your bed?
Would you forgive me love if I stay all afternoon?

I burned your incense
I ran a bath
I noticed a letter that sat on your desk
It said:
"Hello love.
I love you so, love.
Meet me at midnight."
And no, it wasn't my writing
I'd better go soon
It wasn't my writing

So forgive me love if I cry in your shower
So forgive me love for the salt in your bed
So forgive me love if I cry all afternoon

..__..

I...

It's hard to cope with contradictory feelings.

School started and it's not gonna be easy. At least I have found a place to move, but I still have to take my stuff out of her place.

Should I go there when she's not in and that's too bitchy or should I go when she is and it will be way awkward? I'll think of it later...

Never, ever let an ex have the key to your house. It's kinda the key to your heart. After all the battles, it still is enemy territory.

It's oh so late and I don't feel tired, I want to sleep but I can't seem to do it. I have to wake up early in the morning.

The bed is wailing, the sheets are astray, the pillow mourns...